we are offically getting all our shit together in preparation for moving out. i started packing my boxes up the other day and it feels good. it feels good, to get out ( Read more... )

does he talk to you or talk to me ( Read more... )

ah, to be a theif ( Read more... )

i am starting to hate march.

march 16, 2003- california... dang
march 17, 2004- a horrible day, and it was your fault
march 17, 2005- jeremy died
march 16, 2006- the day should have been somewhere else
march 17, 2006- i am not somewhere else

i look forward to 2007.

for those of you who dont know, or havent heard, i am officially moving out ( Read more... )

how can i crave change when i miss the terribly sweet past so desperately

i cling to you in water

there is nothing like coming home and dancing alone in your room to some really good music, and forgetting. i feel better now ( Read more... )

im tired of being where i am, and have been looking for excuses to leave. looking for ways out. and it seems that just as soon as i have found a way out, reasons to stay begin to surface ( Read more... )

torn and sad. sad and torn and sick of being sad. sick of not getting what i want and not being happy with what i have. always wanting more, even if i shouldnt want it.

what did i ever do to you to make you hate me

i got a new phone and a new phone number. part of the reason i got a new phone number was to keep from assholes calling me- ex boyfriends, the fucking blood bank (you dont have a rule of not donating after you get a tattoo and then beg the tattooed people to donate, fuckos)-etc etc. i also realize that in the process, i will be losing many many ( Read more... )