if anyone out there loves me, you'd prove it by buying me one or more of these:

http://suhailaonlineshopping.stores.yahoo.net/indv2.html

i have never owned a bellydance video, and now that things in life are taking a very unexpected and strange turn, i want as much of this as i can get.

so prove your love people. come on.

dont you dare come sauntering up to me and assume that you know what is going on. dont you think for a fucking second you know the whole story, because i dont even know the whole story. fuck you! how dare you just assume this is "for the best" that "the next one will be better" that "its not always this hard". what do you know about love. what do ( Read more... )

today should have been a day full of chamange and sex, and happy times. maybe the beach. maybe a theme park. instead, im sitting alone in my room, and he's in mexico. must be weird for him, being there alone ( Read more... )

right you are sir. right you are. the album is brillant. go buy it. sar tells me its like 9.99 at target. go shop there like the white trash vermin you are.

seacrest out

everything has been great except for this drama with bj. work is pretty good, dance is keping me sane, although it seems as if k-lee has started to take her stress out on me (i dont blame her, i cause stress). school has been ok even though yes indeed i did have to drop my math class (you could have guessed that from day one) and the apartment is ( Read more... )

Natium performs with The White Claws & Diabolique
Big Daddy's North
April 29th 2006
2401 West Union Hills Drive
Phx-right off I 17
8pm
21 and older
$5 cover Tips Accepted
details:

http://www.bigdaddysnorth.com/calendar/month.php?date=20060301

or at

http://www.bigdaddysnorth.com/calendar/view_entry.php?id=4&date=20060325 

i dont want to make any ( Read more... )

im packing up alot of my stuff in preparation for the move, and it feels very sad. i dont know why, as ive been aching to get out of here for quite some time, but its just strange. ive spent my whole life in this room. now im going to put the remnants of it in some other room, some room that others have called their own. this room was built for me ( Read more... )

yesterday at work a 43 year old man called the front office, and specifically asked one of the receptionists up front if i were single, and if i was interested, and maybe he could come in to the office so he could ask me to dinner ( Read more... )

fuck love, fuck booze, fuck sex, fuck god and religion, fuck giving your heart to someone, fuck listening,fuck crying, fuck everything that has ever made you question yourself.

fuck you.

i wont lie.
it feels good crawling into bed at 5 am.
i love this.
how i would miss this when e grow old.
drunk.
pwned :)