Now that I'm done high school, I'm hoping that I can escape this bullshit lifestyle that so many people seem to live.  I've always prided myself on the fact that I'm honest.  Obviously my honesty can lead to me having a foot in my mouth, but at least if people wanna hate me, I know why.. and if I hate people, they know I hate them, and I'm not ( Read more... )

"I mean look at you, not only are you the smartest person I know, but you are so fucking beautiful."

I have my doubts, of course, but you always manage to say really cute things.

do they not have pen or paper where you are
'cause i haven't heard from you in ages
i relive each memory
from time to time
read notes exchanged
with all those scented pages
it's coming back
it's all coming back to me now

tell me everything turned out alright
cause i'm where we said
that we'd meet tonight
does he treat you like you want?
does he ask to take ( Read more... )

I don't think that anything has ever made me lose faith in people more than this has.  I've been in situations where people have lied.  I've been in situations where people have done things for their own gain.  I've never seen someone pull such a selfish, pathetic move in my whole life.  I'm disgusted with myself for giving you even an ounce of ( Read more... )

i've realized that, the main reason you were so attractive to me, was because you were "grunge".  You could've easily fit in with pearl jam, or nirvana.  i liked that you didn't give a fuck.  you wore what you wanted.  you said what you felt.  you had real, raw emotions.  emotions that you didn't drown.  what are you now?  well, how are you tight ( Read more... )

You know you can't give me what I need.
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can't wait through everything,
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
I'm not some boy girl that you can sway.
We knew it'd happen eventually.

This past weekend was amazinggg.
I picked Chris up on Friday in Guelph, and drove back with him.  We stayed up until 3 cuddling, and being really cute. 
Likewise for Saturday.

Agh, it was like being fifteen again.  He is the sweetest boy in the whole world.  I love him so much.

If the weather keeps up, I won't be able to see Chris.  Obviously if that happens, I'm going to be sad and stuff, but I'm more nervous than anything.  It's hard enough with the distance, alone.  But things like this that prevent us from seeing each other fuck sucks soo much.  I know he's said that it doesn't matter, and that he wouldn't just leave ( Read more... )

i wish that there weren't these fucking expectations to everything - that everyone was expected to be so fucking perfect.  there should be no such thing as a flaw, because flaws mean imperfections, and there shall be no imperfections.  of course, i'm sure my fucking view of this would be so skewed and so different, had i been born and grown up to ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm just the person that people turn to when shit goes wrong.  i've the only one out of my close friends who has been in a serious relationship, and who has had experience with certain things.  other than when they need to ask me for some advice or whatever, i'm pretty much just an unncessary part of their life.  it's sort of fucking ( Read more... )