So I picked my grandma up from the airport two nights ago and she was telling me all about this boy she met on the plane and how he was 16 and so cute and how she wanted me to meet him but he said he had a girlfriend........

So later on that night I was texting the certain guy I've been talking to and I jokingly told him the story. His response ( Read more... )

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all my life I've watched as the people around me
lose each other, hurt each other, go separate ways, split apart
and I've realized maybe thats why I cling, that why I fear loosing someone
it kills me to watch someone in pain because they loose someone close to them for dumb reasons
love is spectacular and horrifying all at the same time

Halloween Horror Nights preview night last night (wow that was a lot of "nights") was absolutely amazing. I love my friends so much and I had a great time. I can't help but look back and remember it was almost exactly one year ago that I first saw the Rich Weirdoes perform. I still recall myself saying "How cool would I be if we got to know them? ( Read more... )

As much as I love my family.....sometimes I HATE them ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling lonely or alone......but I miss many many people.

So here is my list of some of the people I miss majorly....

Kris
Raven
Katie
Troix
Freeze
UnWorhty Heirs Cast memebers
Topher
James
Morgan
Morgan
Andrea
Zack
Bryan
Eoin
Lauren
Emily
Grandma (lol)
Kayla

There are so many more but that's just an idea of how many people i miss

So I forgot about my livejournal for like um a month or 2 something like that......and tonight i was like "ugh i have no new updates and i dont want to sleep yet....I slept till 3 in the afternoon today so sleep isn't needed at the moment... and then it hit me I haven't been on here in forever ( Read more... )

When I look at how many people wished me a happy one and how many people did something special for me....well it just shows me that despite the fact we all seem alone sometimes....we never really are ( Read more... )

I love you and I don't know what more I can do.
Quit lying to me, if you aren't going to do something quit saying you are.
You're really pissing me off but I can't focus on that, I don't want it to be true.
That someone like you would actually treat me badly....I would never do anything to hurt or upset you.......

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