I'd like to address a number of people but not directly....call it a guess which one's about you game....call it an anonymous rant...I don't care ( Read more... )

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I'm aching...everywhere....you've broken my every last will I have...I think that's what you intended....It's not that my existence depends on them...It's they are the only people who care about my existence ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore....I thought things were going to be okay...I thought despite everything I would get through it and come out with a smile on my face...I was wrong ( Read more... )

disappointed me...honestly I really thought things were different. I really thought you would prove you cared but apparently I was wrong. I've been discovering my wrongness more and more lately...maybe I have high hopes that no one can fulfill....*sigh ( Read more... )

Today was the best and the worst days of my life. I did my two favorite things in the entire world....I went to Magic Kingdom and went to The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I had a great day with Zack and Andrea at Disney and it was pure amazing. Then I went to Rocky and saw (almost) everyone I love in this world. It was an amazing show, oh and once ( Read more... )

....bothering me, hurting me, scaring me, killing me, and just making me so upset. But I found out today why I don't usually talk about feelings like those, because it gets me no where. You say you want to help me, talk about it, and get through it and instead you throw in my face what a shitty friend I've been being because I pay to much attention ( Read more... )

...of being disappointed ( Read more... )

why is it that the people we love most are the ones that hurt us the most?

I'm sitting here in Spanish class.....9:59 am
and honestly I'm like so close to breaking down into sobbing tears
this is not good, I escaped these sort of break downs months ago

I hate this, I hate everything