i feel so weird. Something is bothering me and I can't put my finger on it, and that's also bothering me. I feel uneasy, uncomfortable and restless.

I've experienced something new and quite amusing today. I was dreaming that I was eating an extremely delicious chocolate and as I was eating it I woke up. It was so weird the transition from having a sweet taste in your mouth to tasteless saliva.

i was avoiding this place for quite a while. maybe it's because i have nothing to say, maybe it's because i just don't want to say anything. anyway, i need to get sleep, maybe tomorrow will be a better day to write.

after today I feel a little bit more adventurous. Quite 4th of July it was ( Read more... )

Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play ( Read more... )

yesterday was so uncomfortable, that's the only way I can describe it. Messed up at work big time, so now I have to pray to G-d everything will go smoothly, because if it doesn't I'll be screwed. Then I had to say goodbye to someone I really care about and thought that I'll never see her again two days ago, and then here she is, I had to let go ( Read more... )

It's one of these days... I've moved my things to my new apartment yesterday, BUT, unfortunately I, myself, can't move in until probably next Sunday. Staying over at friend's house is quite uncomfortable. Anyway, this summer I need to pick myself up (again)and keep moving on!!!!

How can it possibly make me so happy despite the fact it is incredibly unlikely that it'll work out in any way... =D But my head is totally in the clouds ( Read more... )

so I guess waking up at 5am and feeling on top of the world means crashing by 2pm =) For the past two days we didn't have Internet and that drove me nuts. There's a good chance that I might not have ANY internet at all in NYC. From what I found out the library closes at 6pm and is closed on Sundays, wonder if I'll ever be able to make it. Anyway, ( Read more... )

ok this is the last time... This is going to be more than enough for the next year ( Read more... )