WOW just like my last journal entry, i have been on here for a while. A lot of changes went on since i last been on here. I no longer have a girlfriend and i am a sophomore in college. my jail is still in jail and i am house sitting. Random i know. I have to say this past year for me has been an uphill struggle. The most important thing i have ( Read more... )

Man i havent been on here in a long timeeeee

the end has come and i didnt know that it would be this hard. i see the love i once had gone and banished from me forver. things inside disire it back but did i really have to move on. i hate this feeling. i know now, the feeling of a true heartbreak. all i ask is for God to keep her safe and keep her on the path or righteousness. ouch does this

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Many thing have happened over this last year. I do not regret, i forget and learn from the mistakes. As long i keep God in the light, in my life i will be satisfied always. Cassie and I have grown closer together and i hope it lasts that way. She is a wonderful person always content about whatever i have to tell her. I wish i had the ability to ( Read more... )

things are going very well in my present life. im now with another person and it is going very well. i have tons of fun with her. anyways things in family likfe are going ok. i really have trouble getting along with jill. she is frustrating beyond belief. high fives to all who can get along. i have no idea what it takes to do the right thing. ( Read more... )

there is a person in my life whos making the biggest mistake of her life right now and thinking that putting me aside is gonna change everything, its not. im sorry. i told her that i was willing to make this work, but of course, no was the ansewr and that it had to be like this. like what?? that is what i would like to know. but if she feels this ( Read more... )

Today, i feel better rested. I cant say well rested because i still have a lil tired in me. Life for me is getting more and more stressful, but nothing i cant handle. I have to move from my old house to new house this weekend and it kinda sucks becuase ill will miss having my own room. Today, i find that my car is falling more apart and i just dont ( Read more... )

HEHE. thought i'd used that. ok, here i am trapped in my head thinking again. This is what i am contemplating. am i really pursuing Christainity becuase i see everyone else doing it, or is it really for God. I have to say, to see other people and thier walk with God, gets me very jealous. I love it when people say "im a sinner just like you". ya ya ( Read more... )

well her and i made sort of an agreement with one another. i hope she know that i will always be there for her and will always love her. this thing with friends is a good idea because of parents school and mainly going away to college. i pray for her everyday. so God bless her and keep her safe.