Wow. What a week.

Good, bad, awkward, frustrating, I felt it all.

I feel so selfish, everyone has their own problems, but all I think about are my own.

I bet this past week will be my highlight of the summer.

Pool party at Mel’s, eating Taco Bell for the first time, drinking 40s, seeing Brahm, chain smoking with Bethany, drinking with people ( Read more... )

Oh man.

This is this the last month of summer I have left as a highschool student. August, I am going to rock you out.

I'm pretty sure there is no possible way to rid one's pessimism. People forget that I'm very pessimistic, and cynical. People shouldn't have high expectations of me.

Well anyways, right now, things seem very beautiful. Don't know ( Read more... )

Today. Oh man, today was just weird.

Alright, before I began to recap the uneventful events of my oh so ordinary life, I want to let whoever reads this, to know that the reason I even have a livejournal is because I want to be able to reread these entries months from now, and know what went on, and how I felt at that time. Whoa, I feel like that ( Read more... )

What can I do now? It’s just so easy to give up. It’s as though I’m sitting in a tank, chained with thousands of locks as the water is slowly, but surely reaching past my mouth. And it’s as though I have the keys to the locks in my hand, but I spent all my energy opening so many, and there’s only about two left to go, but I have no more energy to ( Read more... )

picture time bitches. woot woot.

But first, lemme introduce you to the new baby in my life :


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My, oh my how time flies.

The school year has managed to come to a sudden halt without even giving me fair warning. I swear, it still feels as though I’m waiting for spring break to get here. But it’s way past spring break now. Fucking A man, the days go by ever so slowly, yet…I feel as though the school year went by too quickly for me to even ( Read more... )

This is my update.

School is almost done for the year. I'm going to mexico this summer, I am taking photography classes this summer, I'm getting a job lined up for the summer, and oh yea...I'm looking for myself this summer.

oh, beth was just over...I miss that silly girl. :(

My life is boring now.

Hello Monday morning.

Actually, it’s about to be noon soon. Oh my.

Hmm….I am quite disappointed with my vegan cereal and soy milk. It just doesn’t cut it this morning. Pleh, yet it shall have to do. I’m starving.

Last night was effin awesome. Katie was hott as fuck. I kid you not, this girl looked amazing with her synthetic dreads, corset ( Read more... )

Mr Charlie felt upon the need to be a rebel today. The only rebellious thing with in reach was of course to skip school. And I did. And it was nice. I spent the greater part of my day smoking and sipping coffee downtown like some pseudo-new age hippie. Take that you lousy excuse of a school board! Yet must in keep in mind, the school year is slowly ( Read more... )

In this day and age, all anyone ever does/can do is compare and be compared. Most often than not, we compare ourselves to others when it’s to our benefit. To make ourselves feel better, or to make other feel like complete and utter shit. Thank you, asshole ( Read more... )