Saw you.
Didn't mean to.
Of all the websites in the whole web.
Didn't mean to find yours.

Still hurts.
After six years.
I still fear that you hate me.
I still care about you.

Saw you.
You grew up.
Doing things I never dreamed of.
So proud of you.

Still hurts.
When I hear your words.
How hard it is for me.
To just stay silent.

So, in just a few minutes I'll be 23... yay... Feel like most of my youth is over. But at least my family sent me the two best presents they could: warm, heartfelt letters/cards, and CASH. Nothing better, lol. Oh, and my aunt and uncle surprised me with a copy of Serenity. Which we watched earlier today. I love that movie (wipes away tear ( Read more... )

I just survived my first California earthquake! It was way stronger than the one I lived through in Pennsylvania. It felt like the building was a giant off-balance load of laundry. There's a little damage in the area, such as water lines broken and some people have gas leaks in their homes. I hear sirens a bit, but doesn't seem like anything major ( Read more... )

Does anyone know anyone who would want any of my cats? It seems that the person who was supposed to take them when I moved to Los Angeles changed their mind. They are all very sweet and cuddly!

I would greatly appreciate any leads.

I'm no dead!

I will try to post more in the future.

I will be moving to Los Angeles this summer, just so you all know.

Peace,
Jay

Okay, not famous. But I am mentioned in this one about 1 minute into it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Xq_q6VDl0

Squueeeeeee!

Sean Symons is my hero!

Crap. I'm drunk, I'm lonely, I have to work at 9am, and I'm crushing on someone who I can't tell that I'm crushing on (this person likes little skinny girls and getting turned down because of my weight AGAIN might break what little heart I have left).

Crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap CRAP!

I'm weak. Why? Because I just can't be happy being alone. I want to be hopelessly, desperately in love again... Instead of sitting here going "Oh my god, I'm going to be alone forever!"

Ack, I guess that makes me one of those shallow people I claim to despise?

I'm safely here, happy as hell, and sick as hell. I'll send pics or postcards to anyone who provides me with contact info.

Love to all!

Jay

I got a tattoo! Anyone who wants to see it, get ahold of me. Its cool, I think I'm gonna go back for more! :D