So I took a half-day today, because I needed it. I needed to clean, I needed to wrap presents, I needed to decorate, I needed to make phone calls ( Read more... )

Okay so I don't think I've made a real post since maybe September and I think it's about time I correct that. Something happened between Willy and me that made me kind of introverted for a while and I don't want to be that way anymore ( Read more... )

Bold the ones you've done:

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo11. Bungee Jumped ( Read more... )

Take a picture of yourself right now
Don’t change your clothes, don't fix your hair
Just take the picture
Post the picture with no editing
Post these instructions with your picture


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Yesterday Pacho went missing and I was really upset about it and so I called Willy because I just needed to talk to someone who could calm me down. And so we talked and I asked him about the conversation he had with Sean a couple nights ago. There were some things that they discussed that Willy had not revealed to me. This was very upsetting to ( Read more... )

I hate crying myself to sleep at night. I hate not talking to you. I hate trying not to let it show how upset I really am by this. I hate having no one in a ten mile radius that I truly feel comfortable confiding in. I hate that I am trying extremely hard not to encroach on your alone time. I hate that you don't need me to help you through this. I ( Read more... )

I'm a worrier. I worry about everything. Inwardly, at least. I don't think I'd call myself a pessimist; but if there is something worth worrying about then I immediately think the worst ( Read more... )

::sigh ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I didn't talk to Willy at all. I know it is better if we avoid conversing while he soul-searches, but it made me feel like shit. He texted me this morning which made me feel better ( Read more... )

So Willy decided that it would be best if he took some time away from our year and a half long relationship to hash some things out regarding his career and/or education and/or whatever else he wants to think about. And then when he's done with that... we'll see. It depends on what decisions he makes and whether or not I still will fit with that ( Read more... )