i sleep in till 10 ( Read more... )

mps are on the way.  adam exit stage left.  i hung out with this girl named samantha all night.  i can tell shes definitley into me but its not goona work out cuz were both in the military and shes going to iraq in like 2 months and im leaving for knox in like 2 weeks.  oh well.  i get my hope up over really stupid things anymore ( Read more... )

so another year has gone by.  it doesnt really feel like anything anymore.  i really hope the next few years fly by.  it seems like its been so long since i was free and home...not bound by any contracts.  i think ive forgotten what its like to be able to have a say in what direction your life is going.

the only thing that keeps me sane anymore is ( Read more... )

my back hurts...really bad.  and ive been doing things to make it hurt even more like sleeping on the ground all sorts of drunk and sitting in really fucked up positions so that i can go to sick call and make them think im even more of a shitbag.  next week im probably gonna enroll myself in physical therapy for my wrist and then the army substance ( Read more... )

i finally got rid of jen for good.   im so glad shes gone.  but now that shes gone it feels like ive got too much time on my hands.  its hard trying to find things to keep myself occupied.  

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i finally got the results back from my x ray and cat scan.  no cancer which is good.  but the doctor said i have arthritis in my wrist and i have two choices.  physical therapy or i go to my school and suck it up for a little while.  im really thinking about canceling the school and going the physical therapy route because i could possibly get ( Read more... )

leave it to the army to make not even worth spending with your family.  once again this year if i wanna go home for christmas i have to fly back here on christmas day and pay over 400 bucks for my ticket.

i got an x ray on my shoulder done today...i should have the results in the next 3 years by the way everything goes down there.  they said 3 days ( Read more... )

i have a lump growing on my shoulder.  and no its not supposed to be there....i checked the other shoulder and theres no lump(yes people ask me if i did that already all the time and its getting really annoying because theyre baiscally telling me that i didnt have the brains to do that already and that i was just running my mouth for no reason like ( Read more... )

you can probably have your cake and eat it too....but cake brings drama.  and you cant eat drama

thats my brains one pump for the day....out

i hate feeling like im being smothered