Nobody reads this, which is why I csn actually write this out instead of keeping it locked up and festering. Some days I just want to slam my head into a wall, or drive into a tree or guard rail. The sad thing is, my day was good, but I still have a strong desire to seriously injure or kill myself. Still dont have the balls to actually do it.
My meds are working really well, I mean I'm doing well in my classes and sleeping better. It's not as good as it was the first time I was on it. Or maybe it is and I just forgot since I went like 8 months without any
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