About two weeks and a half weeks ago, and four weeks too early, my wonderful daughter Addison Claire Bolland came into this world and blew apart any preconcieved notions of happiness I thought I had. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I cannot think of anything in this world that is as good and pure as she is. She is just ( Read more... )

Start shift at the firehouse tomorrow. Should be interesting at best. I'll most def miss my Lolos though!

P.S. Preston loves dingle-dangle!

Too fucking bad. Just don’t read the bitch ( Read more... )

Let us play a game of catch-up. Back in my irresponsible youth I made a life changing decision. This did not turn out to be a great decision, unlike the marriage of me and Lauren (49 months! That’s almost fifty! She’s still the perfect wifey. She manages to keep someone like me going. She does all the little things to make my days better and all ( Read more... )

More like a re-re-revolution. This eljay has been born and died more times than I can remember, but I am going to try, again, to do this right. Plus, most/all of my best memories are from the ol' eljay (I started this when I started falling in love with the love of my life, Lolos). And I've never been spammed by someones eljay (fuck you myspace!). ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want out of my life.

It has been a while since I have last visited "el jay," and it is for this very reason that I have done so ( Read more... )

I think I'm out of tears...

I love you Snooch!
Love,
Pretzel.

*MOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo!!!*

Pretty much feeling like shit right now. Been awhile since one of these posts. Guess I thought I was actually doing right for a while. But not me. I am the definition of fuck-up and it's wrong of me to assume that that will change one day. It'll keep spiraling and, at times (such as this time), I'll think I'm doing shit right just to have one well ( Read more... )