what's going on?
once again I'm lost
once again it doesn't mean anything.
my stomach hurts,
is it because my heart has sunken and is drowning in my fluids

i miss her. a lot. i know everything's is going well down there.

four white walls...four white walls...that seem to narrow in
i keep glow stars around, i illusion a fake sky...
but even in my own room..
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kayleigh thanks for an awesome new years!!!
HAD A BLAST haingin with you and Evelyn :D!!.
can't wait to see the pictures :]

on the other hand starting off a new semester.........very scared of taking pre calc...just because I suck at math that much.

it's amazing how fast the year has past by..so much was done, but so little was actually finished.
so it's fine to say that i've decided my mind,
prom is around the corner, and that's the highlight of our high school lives

everyday was a memory, and that's what makes us all gather around in a circle and cry together.

nevertheless,
i was driving today, ( Read more... )

i got accepted into UF!!

she looks at her husband: 
"did you hear?
he died of cancer..it ate him alive

life is just so unpredictable, you never know what's going to happen.
if there was only a way to prevent death from happening."

she  exhales the grey smoke and takes one last pump of the cigarette.

"that's life...you have no control over it"

.....And one of them tapes is the day I got played like games in arcades ...