NEW JOURNAL KIDDIES!!!

this one is full of me bitching and being depressed and i want to rid myself of that. so here! pantomimemelody add me now bitches. kthx

This journal is:


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i would like to know:

why do you like me?

i am the biggest fattest idiot on this earth!!! so i was freaking out because i could find my pack and i really watned a cigarette and i was looking all over my room for it. then i remember that the other day i threw one over the fence that wasnt totally done, so i went out and smoked it. when i turned around to go back inside, low and behold i see ( Read more... )

i saw the blood brothers sunday!! they were amazing, i love them soooo much! ally and leslie were my dates, and davey luna, right girls? mmmhmmm, thats what i thought. i had a really shitty day today :(. but this made me happy!!:

(stolen from ericas journal, crdit to her)

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i may have fucked up the really good relationship i had with ben.

i have to stop going to joes parties!

keoke may or may not have left me a message on my voice mail....

( i changed my hair a little bit... )

bitches!!!! i saw the new yourk dolls!!! you didnt.

(well cess and dylan did)

last night i played DDR in a casino in navada with my cousin from isreal. random? yes!

hyper? yes

horny.....no.......

loves
♥

today i:

cried in anjas arms

cried in miyas arms

cried in laxmes arms

cried in ethans arms

cried in james' arms

why cant i get happy and stay happy and have everything be good?

why is love so easy to find for all my friends?

why wont love find me?

WHY DO I TORTURE MYSELF LIKE THIS?!?!?!?

yay for random drunken stoned hook-ups with random emo ex-druggies at joes party!

boo for my mother seeing my trashy hickies..

pixies in four hours!!!