( At work on thursday... )

FUCKIT!

someone take me home. i feel like i am on some drug that numbs your entire body, but i'm not. i am hating this place.

so my buddy rachel called me up tonight and was like 'are you going to the suburban legends/'solemite's last show?' and i said 'no but i'll go with you!' and there you have it! i went. it was fun. i saw ti, hannah, sarah (and beth whom i dont know), mishaa, daniel, ashlee!!!!!!, and some other people...and nigel! who i guess is now jack. i had a ( Read more... )

i am so sick of being alone.

last night i had a nightmare, yes it was a nightmare for me, that i had a party at my house and all my best friends ditched me for members of the opposite sex. they all got mad at me for smoking but it was at my house and everyone thought i was ugly. i'm having an off day.

i really miss being in love.

i miss sex.

aaaw, today was fun. we started working at camp (CIT"S mutha fuckas!) some of the kids are really cute, some arnt, my kids are pretty chill though, mine and (l') emmas rather. oooh! and the counselor we work with is dating the singer of plan 9!! she is hella cool!!! yeah, curtis is.....well.....curtis. and lucas-stefan is going to go into 9th grade ( Read more... )

i am so frustrated right now.

work damnit work!

sooutofxfashion

last new screen name, i swear!!!

so my psychiatrist thinks i may be bi-polar.

quoi le fuck?!?

whats's she been smoking?