I think the title says it all, I figured I'd update this thing because I guess I should start making it a regular part of my day. Yesterday I hung out with Carm and Tom, that was fun, she got kicked out of Hot Topic and yet still stole a bunch of shit, I got 3 shirts, Labyrinth, some food and chai, and a bracelet, otherwise we just kinda found ( Read more... )

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I am so afraid, I feel like no matter how much I need things to go back to normal, I've ruined everything. My idiocy is stellar, and no amount of "forgiveness" or "redemption" can make up for what I've done, no matter how much Christina says she isn't going to dump me, I feel like she should. I don't deserve her, I'm deathly afraid of losing her, ( Read more... )

I believe it's official, I've lost all my friends but Tom and maybe Marz, yay! Shelly comes over and tells me how much she loves me and such and such, then I come to find out she still tells everyone she doesn't think there is a Jack and I just went to see Marz, and blah blah blah. Then she's always with Tom or getting drunk, wheeeeeeeee. Isn't my ( Read more... )

-=le sigh=- Here's another one of those, "i wanna die" depressive entries, whoever reads this (and it seems to be a bunch of people) must be used to these by now.. but anyway, here I go. I don't know what's going on, my battles with trusting people seems to have turned on me, Shelly believes whol heartedly along with everyone else that I'm like out ( Read more... )

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I'm so suprised, something I thought I lost has become something extraordinary.. I thought I was losing her, and it flourished beyond what I expected. I have found love, in the most genuine nature and I refuse to lose it.. I was confused ,almost trying to convince myself to lose those feelings I thought were already gone, but you can't deny what ( Read more... )

What can I say anymore? I feel like the greatest gift I've ever attained is just being dangled in front of my face, almost in a taunting manner. I am supposed to hang with Christina Tuesday, but it's gonna be awkward to me, because I've always been so sure that she liked me and cared for me, and I just don't know anymore, I dunno what the hell is ( Read more... )