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[hellish_requiem]

The breakdown.

I haven’t quite.. Put accurately into words what happened when Jessica and I were together, and I don’t think that I ever wanted to expose my soul in that manner, to anyone or anything. It’s like.. I’m subconsciously ashamed of what I did, of what I let myself become. And as punishment for being what I was, I let myself suffer alone.

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[raven_kanzaki]

Kita...why didn't I know about this? I mean, I knew about the accusations...but she -hit- you? She hurt you? She stabbed you? Why didn't you tell me? You know I would have come for you if it had been that bad. You are always putting on a brave face as if nothing is wrong. But you're so fragile sometimes! I wish I had a time machine now. If it means spending time in jail, I will gladly put that child in her place. [ Sigh. ]

[hellish_requiem]

I'm sorry..
You were always busy back then, and whatever few messages I did send you, I never got a reply.
I was ashamed, and I didn't know what to do, so I kind of kept it to myself. And I'm still ashamed of it.
Still trying to heal..