“It’s time to fall,
into my arms,
‘Cause I’ve been waiting
for too long…

You’re an angel,
grab your halo,
and let’s fly… Tonight.

‘Cause I’m never goin’ down,
I’m never giving up.
I’m never gonna leave,
So put your hands up.

If you like me,
then say you like me.

Just say you like me…”

It’s been a while.
It’s been too long, actually.
I’ve been biting my tongue for weeks now, refusing to write because I was afraid of who was going to read it. Afraid of even opening up for fear of either offending someone, stressing myself out, or making myself cry. But I’ve come to notice that my biting my tongue has done nothing but cause me more ( Read more... )

Three  years..
In less than 24 hours..

So much is going on in my head. So much turmoil, uncertainty, longing, doubt, guilt..

I can’t help feeling like it was my fault.. I spoke to him that very day. For the first time in months.. We had been fighting. I honestly don’t even remember what had brought us to such a state. But we were fighting… And he ( Read more... )

Ugh!

June 18th.
June 18th.
June 18th.

I was hoping I wouldn’t notice. I was hoping I’d be able to remain oblivious to the dates as I lose myself in the clean, cool air of New York. I thought things would be better when facing the emotional level of the situation. I thought I’d be happy and overly busy with the

I’m not ready.
I’m not ready to ( Read more... )

To you, who will never read this unless directly linked by my hand.
To you, who has brought me so much pain, so much confusion, so much anxiety.
.. This is for you.

You are so selfish, despite how you see the world. Despite what your eyes show you, what your mind conjures up as justification for your actions. You used to show potential, honor, ( Read more... )

This is an excerpt from an anonymous thread on Gaia, written by a friend.
The "lovers" are Gin and myself.
I don't know why I'm posting this.. I suppose it's because this kind of shocked me..
I don't know.

"As for the lovers...
It's not so much a hate that I have for them as just anger. Anger I suppose for the way they treat others and themselves. For ( Read more... )

Ethos.
Pathos.
Logos.

The three basis as to what arguments are founded on.
Ethos being ethics, moral value based on an ethical stand point.
Pathos being emotional, basing an argument on things that hold strong chords to one’s heart. Be them negative or positive.
And Logos, the logic of the three. Arguments based on fact with supporting evidence behind it ( Read more... )

The breakdown.

I haven’t quite.. Put accurately into words what happened when Jessica and I were together, and I don’t think that I ever wanted to expose my soul in that manner, to anyone or anything. It’s like.. I’m subconsciously ashamed of what I did, of what I let myself become. And as punishment for being what I was, I let myself suffer alone. ( Read more... )

[12:04:45 PM] :Are you sure you don’t only care because they impact you and you want them here out of selfishness and not love? If that were the case could you not say you love everything if you hold feelings toward everything? If you did that wouldn’t it take away it’s meaning like it has today? It’s become but a meaningless word, and love is the ( Read more... )

It’s time for a rant, yes ( Read more... )