I hope everyone had a good Christmas.  I fucking adore Christmas.  It's great to be with family, especially people you haven't seen in months and even years.  Christmas Eve was spent with one side of my family.  I went to church for the first time in two years and I enjoyed it.  Then the whole family came to my house and I drank a little bit too ( Read more... )

It seems I'm writing about the same shit at the same time every year.  It's a bit different this time around.  I don't really know how to process this information into a livejournal. I don't even know why I'm writing in this stupid thing.  I don't know where to start.  I guess things have been shaky over the past few weeks.  I feel like I've been ( Read more... )

So this morning, I was driving to school, and it was really shitty out but most of Buffalo's colleges decided to stay open and force their students to drive and risk their lives, and i drove about 200 feet and my windshield wipers got stuck on each other and they both broke.  I ended up nto going to school and sleeping in till noon.  I finally went ( Read more... )

 soooooooo, it's been a few weeksish.  I've been pretty busy.  I'm already getting sick of school.  But, I'm going to try to get a 3.5 or better, so I'm gonna work at it.  I can handle it, I haven't really had any big projects yet, but their coming.  I think eventually, I'll just get used to the work and it'll come easier and hopefully faster.  I' ( Read more... )

I'm in one of those moods where you feel like everything you say won't make sense, but you want people to be able to understand.  I hate watching movies that deal with love and romance.  I used to love watching those kind of movies, but ever since I got dumped, it just hurts to watch all that romantic shit.  Every once in awhile, it's good to watch ( Read more... )

"Being able to express yourself and tell the truth about everything to help make things less stressful, and no homework" should be a class in college.  It should be mandatory for everyone to take.  I know that about 95% of college students feel just as stressed as I do about college and homework.  On top of it all, I'm sure many students also have ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I have a wrap on life yet.  I feel like I don't have control and it's dragging me along.  What is the purpose that God intended for me?  I haven't figured out where I'll end up in life and what I want to do.  I feel like living is just a verb that people don't think about.  Life is made up of so many great things, but I think that it ( Read more... )

 I'm a super happy camper.  I don't have a reason really.  I think I'm just happy about having a great friendship with an awesome person.  I'm super proud of myself and how I've actually started enjoying myself and having a good time.  A lot of it has to do with Julie and how she's a funny, great girl and how I can talk to her about pretty much ( Read more... )

It's been a week since I've written in here.  I just haven't had the time at all.  I work everyday of the week minus mondays sometimes.  With the holidays and all the shopping and family bonding, it's been hard to do much lately.  My friendship with Julie is getting better everytime we hangout and I think that it's a good thing.  She's a great ( Read more... )

I honestly think God put me on the planet for one reason, and that is to ruin people's lives and friendships.  I'm not being selfish or dramatic.  I'm not going to sit around anymore and be miserable.  I'm going to try to go out and do things and forget about everything and just start a whole new chapter in my life, because I know that the past ( Read more... )