i am watching my life spiral downward. there are things i want to get done that i just dont. there are things i fuck up that i really shouldnt. i am sick. i am lazy. man, we can make a mess like nobodys business. i just want things to be okay. are they okay? and in what way are they okay? why arent they better? too many questions for someone who ( Read more... )

my brain is not where it should be for this situation.

goodbye until my heads together.

i am turning into someone i dont know. right now its okay. i dont care. maybe its good. i really dont know what im saying. i know i cant sleep and want a cigarette and that im enjoying the hell out of some good fucking music and some good fucking whiskey.

bryan is once again gone. i am getting a new car.. because he is so sweet. i will be so ( Read more... )

i give it a 4 ( Read more... )

this song sounds like it has a strong koufax influence.

anyone who has listened  to koufax (before today) will probably notice what i  mean. they used to be my favorite band, and they  had thier own style.

i still hate the jay z thing. wtf. that song is too good to have his dumb ass in it.

so im not too sure about fall out boys new album. i didnt even know they were making a new one until today. its not like anything else im listening to right now. i feel they are still partially original. some of it sounds maroon 5ish.  they started rated a -100 seeing as how jay z or a jay z wannabe starts off the album ( Read more... )

the numbness is gone and now its just me. alone. im ready to start over. again. another chance. the last. i am ready for it and i can hope that i will never have to worry like this again. i may be acting like fucking idiot right now, but i know better.

music is what makes me feel. time for work.

Out of breath and out of cash, find yourself watching M.A.S.H., every night
on the couch. Woman says let's take a drive down south, roll down the
windows and open our mouths taste where we are and play the music loud. Stop
the car, lay on the grass, the planets spin and we watch space pass. Walk a
direction, see where we get. I never knew nothin' ( Read more... )

And in this life like weeds, you're just a rock to me
I could have told you all that I love you
And in the places you go, you'll see the place where you're from
I could have told you all that I love you
And in the faces you meet, you'll see the place where you'll die
I could have told you all that I love you
And on the day that you die, you'll see ( Read more... )

if i die or get sick.. i ate a box of cheese sticks that looked like it had been torn open and taped shut.

but they were f'n yummy.