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fall apart
do something crazy
make a change
in yourself or the world
but don't let yourself rot.

i'm finally living
for the first time in my life.

hello from new york city.

and when our eardrums burst, we hardly noticed.
the music in our heads pushed against the walls of our skulls
and we just kept dancing.

why not throw our lives away
and pretend like none of this matters?

turns out i've got a lot of secrets.

i'm gonna go cry now.

this shit sucks.

i'm profoundly unhappy right now.
everything is falling apart
and everyone is fucking leaving
or changing

and i hate all of this so fucking much.

so
fucking
much.

we're all working class. at least everyone i've ever met.
why do we go through life constantly looking at the top of the food chain and saying i want to be there, when we can be looking at the beautiful world of being down and out and broke as fuck that surrounds us ( Read more... )

my jeans smell like shit
are covered in rust and dirt
and various once-edible substances, i'm sure.

i feel like never washing them again.
theres a large possibility i wont.

i wanna get baked.

i wanna get baked and learn how to hop trains
and peace the fuck out of here
with a backpack
and nothing else.

word.

. hug . accept . love . cry . feel . forgive . remember . let go . hold on . cuddle . smoke . laugh . create . touch . talk . breathe . write . dance . move . watch . play . sing . scream . riot . express . fight . fly . relate. revolt . deny . kiss . lie . try . yell . paint . sigh . fall . work . sleep . hold . exhale . jump . learn . change . ( Read more... )