Failure 1 ( Read more... )

My my, oh so long since I have written and yet I feel like i look back at everything I have ever written in these journals, and even more then feeling foolish, I feel as if all that I have complained about has not changed at all. Maybe my state of mind has, but the underlying reason as to why I felt that has never changed ( Read more... )

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i guess the positive of being so stressed about these tests is that it shows some actual dedication to my classes ( Read more... )

this weather is depressing me.. among other things. only 9 more months of the rain.

lindsays created a monster consisting of: me+greys anatomy season 1&2=bliss.

gosh i need to meet myself a hottie brain surgeon, anybody willing to hospitalize me?

hmm i hate un-readable people......
im not necesarily sick of this whole running around in circles thing but i could do without it.
this is a very strange attitude and mood ive had full of many mood swings of crying fits.

What`s your pimped out ghetto thug weapon?
"Da Nine"
That's right. You're hardcore and prefer to keep your hands clean. Catch anyone messin' with you, and you'll bust out your nine and cap their bitch ass

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fuck people and the things they say
fuck their promises
fuck their words
fuck their thoughts
fuck them all and what they ever meant to me.

I WILL LIE AWAKE
LIE FOR FUN
AND FAKE THE WAY I HOLD YOU
MAKE YOU FALL FOR EVERY EMPTY WORD I SAY.

i know i always say im not going to get my hopes up ( Read more... )