i just wish things were so differet......... when things are sofucked up u really see who ur family is . My mom and dad really need are family right now AND they wont do anything. It really upsets me. i just wish me and steve had the best family. what really pisses me off is when they lie. they should be honest about things. i just hope what might ( Read more... )

the worst thing is happening and i only wish i could tell everyone but i guess everyone will find out soon enough i just wish i could chage everything that i have hated in my life and start over again im shure other people in my famly wishes the same. but this secret that i am holding that very few know all about is going to change my life forever ( Read more... )

its been a long time sence i have updated well for one i havent had a computer in a long time. I finally have my own labtop well i have to share it with steve sence we both bought it. Ive been feeling kindove sad latley . ive been thinking about all the years that have passed how everyone has chaged we are all growing up. Its really wierd ive ( Read more... )

i hate being me sometimes. i'm getting punished for being young i thought i did a good thing by geting my diploma and goign to school for nurses assistant but it looks like saving all that money was a waste of time all i want is for someone to give me a chance. for a job i applied for a job at a nursing home i really wanted this job more than ( Read more... )

i hate being me sometimes. i'm getting punished for being young i thought i did a good thing by geting my diploma and goign to school for nurses assistant but it looks like saving all that money was a waste of time all i want is for someone to give me a chance. for a job i applied for a job at a nursing home i really wanted this job more than ( Read more... )

well yesterday was pretty interesting it was really hard im really scared i wont be able to pass the state test or the class room test on tuseday. it had to do with rom which a says range of motion which was really hard i dont think i will be able to remember how to do it on the test but i really want this like i wanted to pass my drivers test.oh ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in my livejournal for a long time and i thought i would update i started school monday its interesting i honestly think i like it the only thing i dont like is they talk aboutt working in nursing homes and im shure is hell not going to work thier . i got bad news that really upset me i cant work at middletown hospital cuz im not 18 ( Read more... )

i thought i would finally update enjoy this becasue i dont often anymore. there really isnt much to say ive been working at krogers as a cashier i like it for the most part. I've been living with stevie cuz me and my parents dont get along much and they dont seem to care anymore when im gone wich is fine by me. i am happy currently , i get to see ( Read more... )

everythings going good. i started back working yesterday. It was fun sence i got angie a job there i get to see her alot and i got to eat lunch with her its cool haveing a friend work their cuz it was boring . The only thing i really want right now is a car . So im like really desperate to get one . So i hope i do soon. My birthday wasnt that great ( Read more... )

everyone says i never update which is true . i dont like to..... me and stevie have been togeather for 4 months now which really is a long time . Hopefully he enjoys being with me as much i as i enjoy being with him . i have to work today which really sucks i hate work if it wasnt for me wanting a car i wouldnt work. THe only thing i ever do is my ( Read more... )