I am getting help. I am beginning to live, yet slipping at times.

Is this a new beginning?

I am beginning to rethink everything I wanted for the past 2 years...... which WAS you...

:-(

I am finally opening my eyes.

is the best friend I could ever ask for.

i love you danielle.

I am here for you 24/7. no matter what.

I know we are both busy, but I think that is what is great seeing you so much- more special, and I know we can do this for years to come. :-)

what a fast year it has been. I made one of my best friends ever. danielle! :-) 

 
Ok. So I dont mean for this to be emo or anything, but thoughts just race through my head. Its like a timeline, or a stopwatch, where the seconds race by, and I can't even stop to enjoy the moment, or even reflect to who I am.

If I don't belong here, where do I belong? I was forced out of Romania. I wish I could be there. If thats who I truly am. ( Read more... )

dani- I have to tell you about this dreadful conversation Jack and I had.. ughh.

anyways....

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on ( Read more... )

a path to no end?

I wonder why I am still hanging on when he has intentions on leaving in the end? Like why the hell doesn't he break up with me now, other then who knows when.

Nothing makes sense.  I'm incapable of sewing even the most primitive of words together into comprehensible and tangible thought for you.  But for the first time, today I could look into your eyes and feel nothing; there was no yearning, no desire, even kissing you felt estranged.  And all you had to say was I didn't smell like me; the scent on my ( Read more... )

Better Man by Pearl Jam.

That explains it all.

When things are bad as they can be ( Read more... )