It's not the beginning nor the end.

[hello_kitty_qt]

I miss you as a person I spent every day of my life with. As the person I came home to talk to everyday, but only because I wasn’t able to be with you in the flesh. But at the same time I am revolted by the excess, the distrust, the constant scrutiny, the fear.

I imagine a future that I neglectfully am optimistic about. I make one of those soft

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i want only the best for you<3

[dani_fatality]

what is sad is i can see your prom picture from where i am sitting and you too look so happy together!

but then i read your entries and it sometimes makes me feel like your so sad inside about how things are.

all i can say is you DESERVE the best, and nothing else.

i dont understand why this boy isnt bending over backwards for you/fighting other people off!

he should be so happy that he is with a woman like yourself! : ]

you are a special person that deserves that *special* someone.

i hope jack IS that person....for weeks/months/and years to come.

ily bffl<3

NOTE TO DANI!

[hello_kitty_qt]

aw. yea- like dont get me wrong. i love jack very much and AM happy WITH him... its just that i know he can treat me better at times.. but hes not ALL that bad. and he doesn't do it on purpose. oh wells. Im not running away from it- i can promise you that. i want the 4 of us to live happily ever after!

thnkyou

[dani_fatality]

for clarifying miss kat!,
i guess i tend to read into things?///misinterpret<~spelling? things :(

i mean i guess its because i dont see you guys when you are happy? if that makes sense.

like if i saw you in school laughing having a nice time,
or when you told me how great it was when you beat jack in b-ball! : D i saw the pic from that! & ITS TEH CUTEST! : ]

i like to 'look out for you?' if that makes sense, i've seen lots of people get hurt, and i'd never want that to happen to you<3 so if there is something that i can help with? or understand better i try to.

i really appreciate your help with me understanding better,

you are teh best!

dont forget, FEEL BETTER! i'm calling you after my final! : ]

loveyougirl<3

-dani

REPLY TO TEH BFFL

[hello_kitty_qt]

I guess some of it IS correct.... but I just don't want you to think that I am in this horrible relationship... when its not that at all. And I really HATE to compain.. but sometimes it gets to me. Like Jack is the BEST relationship that I have had, just nothing is perfect.

THANX SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME DANI! i KNOW YOU WANT THE BEST FOR ME.. AND I REALLY HOPE ITS MR. JACK!

im here for you always as well....

ILY SO MUCH BFFL! <33333