SO MY BEST FRIEND MADE THESE PROFILE SLICES. <3

SHES TEH BEST. <333 DANI

PS- I HATE MY COMPUTER

PROM TOMMORWWWW. I AM SO EXCITED. SEE YOU AT 6:00 BFFLZ. PIX 4 SCRAPBOOKS. KTHANXBI

The older I get the more apparent it is to me that sadness can no longer be glorified as some testing, self-cleansing, insular experience that (in light of the fog of misery or the undulating choke of desolation) absolves me of any responsibility to proactively fix myself. The reality is, against all inclination I must call on the reserves of ( Read more... )

I cry without weeping, talk without speaking, and scream without raising my voice.

So close yet so far away.

Am I the only one writing entries on this thing? lolz.

HAPPY 7 MONTH JACK! <3

My thoughts are all mixed around, Like a jigsaw puzzle.

I am unafraid. I am more than what I have been. I am hopeful. I feel senses waking up. I am determined. I am tripping over lists and landing on my feet. I am building a bridge. I am running and not crawling. I am myself. I see clearly with the lights down low. I will take the punches and write ( Read more... )

I have this sneaking feeling that working the crossword puzzle would, right now, be more fulfilling, and spelling falls exactly into place and we are all elbows this morning. And the day only cares that we are in it, flashed across the face of it like ink stamps applied too quickly. And question our choices in punctuation. No amount of turns around ( Read more... )

SO CANADA WAS REALLY FUN... REALLY COLD THOUGH. THE CAR RIDE WAS TOOOO LONG THOUGH. IT MADE ME THINK ALOT... AND THEN WISHING I COULD WRITE ALL MY THOUGHTS DOWN BY THE PRETTY WATERFALLS.

I am glad to be home though. I get to see Jack and Dani I hope. :-D I missed them the most. <333 ( Read more... )

A week seems much to long. But I am excited to get away from this area for a bit... and then be welcomed home by of course Dani and hopefuly Jack (haha).

Tonight was fun. Dani and I went scrrapbook hunting!!!!!!!!! It was fun. But She had the most success when she dropped me home... HELLO KITTY PLZ! I am soooo excited now!! I can't wait till we ( Read more... )

There's thousands of words here. A lot of this should be on paper. Fuck convienience and typing errors. Maybe there's more weight to words you can hold in your hands. Maybe there's more to be said than I can ever say so words aren't my answer.

but letters on permanant paper is always nice.

It's funny how i keep every little thing. Like I need to ( Read more... )

I want to somehow dissolve into feeling. Like sugar in warm tea. I want to condense on the edge of your glass & not just evaporate repeatedly until there's nothing left. I want to close my eyes &let go, dive in, dive under, but I've always been good at pretending I'm wet when I don't know even know how to swim ( Read more... )