i keep having dreams where im dying, last night i died about 7 times and kept coming back to life and living again and then dying. wierd as fuck maybe it means im a cat, shit ive only got two lives left, better start living it up!!

seriously though any ideas what it means?? ....hmmm....

it suddenly hit me that ive left boarding school. obviously i had realised this, but i was thinking about it, about the five years of my life i had spent there, about all the time i had missed here, and about all the time i have now to be with the people that truly matter to me, do the things that truly matter to me and be the person i never got ( Read more... )

ahhh *explodes from excitement* global gathering tomorrow! this time tomorrow ill be dancin with the best of them..... HORRAY ( Read more... )

ive had some pretty crazy nights recently ending up with me sleeping ALL DAY today, went tramping friday with aimee mike and max: got wine with for me and aimee (3 bottles) but, aimee did exactly the same thing! (3+4 bottles = 7 bottles) not only, but also more wino coming from max and mike (yes that would be 11 bottles in total!) that was my ( Read more... )

this is just a general rant and you dont really need to read it i just needed to get my thoughts of my chest ( Read more... )

i hate oli, i dont have a reason to hate him other than he broke my heart, but i still hate him. even through its been broken now for a couple of months now, can time ever really help you get over someone or do you always have that nagging feeling when you think about them ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to do, we were having sunday lunch and my mmum suddenly brought up the subject of drugs and how my brothers gotten stoned alot in the last two weeks, and me too ( Read more... )

ooooo and another thing!!! IM GOING TO SING IN A BAND!!!!! HORRAY FOR ME IM SOOo HAPPY i almost used the word 'psyched'!!! ahhhhhhh! oh my god ive been wqanting too sing in anband for ages, max told me i should talk to luke directly cos he wasnt really up for it but spoke to directly hes a pussy, so i did and he said that he'd here how i sing and ( Read more... )

feeling pretty mashed right now, been pubbign it up in hertfore with aimee and the crew, katire wicked had a long discussion with her about why shrooms are better thzan fuck ing crack! why the fuck doewsn she do crack?!? aimme i love you!!! im soory id didint get to tgslk to yiou more but i love, u!!! shit is thi s turning into a\ drunkin rant???\ ( Read more... )

heres the posts i promised to show, the first ones of everyone in my boarding house in my year at school, pre ball
(btw the girl in black and white i have spent 7 years hating (thats saying something as im not the type to hold a grudge))

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