Hey...whoever reads this shit. So 2 nights ago was hella fun, we went to the Hilo Drag Strip and it rocked. There were HELLA tight ass cars and I hadn't been to the races since I was like 8 or 9. Martine's coming tomorrow so WOOO! We got a pool and a slip n slide! Awesomeness. I'm still hella homesick for Cali (you can tell because "hella" has ( Read more... )

Wow, so I turned 16 yesterday. Woop-dee-fucking-doo. I don't feel any different. Actually, I feel kind of worse. Gary didn't even fucking call me yesterday. Honestly, thats the only thing I really wanted for my birthday, a call from him telling me happy birthday and that he loves me. On the ride home from Pescatore last night, Mom put on the ( Read more... )

I know Gary doesn't read this shit, but it's his 25th birthday today. So...Happy birthday Gary. I really wish I could be with him today. Maybe I should just fucking get over him, but I don't want him to do the shit that the last did. He didn't even break up with me, he just stopped talking to me, which I think is much worse. I need to take Makai ( Read more... )

According to my mother, I need "professional help", otherwise known as a therapist and a psychologist. These wonderful people will be nosy and ask every little detail about my life: past, and present to try to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. Who knows, they might even give me some pills to keep me from hurting myself. I think I'm lucky ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I have a myspace but I would rather write shit in here. I'm at Mom's work right now in Hilo. I'm incredibly sad because my birthdays comin up in 4 days, and my boyfriend says he's going to come visit but I highly doubt its actually gonna happen. He keeps doing this shit where he says he'll call me, but he doesn't. I stopped counting how ( Read more... )

*siiiiigh* This my shit. So I'm stoned, I went over to Quinn's after school and smoked a shitload of hash and weeeeed. Robyn's been having "problems", but I have no idea whats going on, so I guess I've just moved on. I know I should have been more understanding, but whatever, supposedly her father's "disowning" her. wtf ( Read more... )

my great-grandmother is dead to. woop-dee-doo. so if i'm not very friendly or "cheerful" as i usually seem to be to people, don't have a fucking heart attack just leave me the fuck alone. i know lots of you care about me, but seriously, i need me space sometimes ( Read more... )

theres too much to say, so i'll write laterz...

ahhhh, cotton mouth from smokin maui wowie! i'm waiting till my jeans dry so i can sneak out. i'm drivin over to robyn's to smoke them out, hopefully they'll still be awake cuz im leaving in like half an hour and getting there around 12:30, which means i'll probably be back home by about 3. lol. anyway....i'm tryin to be quiet, cuz even though i've ( Read more... )

haha, Martine is Trisha, and I'm.....

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