i think i'm happy.
i think we made up
i think that's good,
'cause it feels right.

BUT! i hope i'm not making the same mistake.
hopefully.

all our songs keep playing on itunes shuffle.
maybe it's like a sign ;O:O:O

hey, i screw up sometimes.

i think we're over.
now i'm feeling sick and really bad.
and it was me who ended it, genius.

ah maybe it's for the better.
i'm really sad and i know i'ld miss the good times.
but i know it's all good, 'cause we didn't click,
and sometimes it didn't feel right.
(not that it feels right now)

don't know if i should bother talking to him anymore.
or just leave ( Read more... )

i get so many butterflies in my STOMACH,
and i don't even know why.

we talked for 83 minutes,
then he said he had to go.
i don't know if this is right y'know?
it's great, and entertaining,
but perhaps too superficial and it isn't, SKIN-DEEP.
so that's scary. 
 tomorrow's the theatre and arc exams.
I hope i get one of my Writing-Whizzum moods.

HAVING FUN IS ( Read more... )

TRACE AND MEMORIZE!
AND STUDY!
STUDY NAT, STUDY!!

yes, you are being sucked into the black hole of vice and examinations!
you just want a good phuuuture don't you.
you want mahnee, piang eh, you scalleeescared you get into CULUBIAH UNIVERSITY.
(hehe, not COLOMBIA)
but  never forget i love you, and that do stay true to you (: 
I LOVEDOVE YOU SMOKETART.

just realised i've never written down anything personal  'bout
the beautiful scot.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
AND I AM HAPPY (and tremendously sad) 
that you're gone,
gone to a beautiful place.

Somewhere far more beautiful than here (:

you said you'd be alive in our conversations and things we do,
never, never will Belle & Sebastian be the same again.
goodbye.

1. (trying too hard to be someone i'm not.
or something.)

2. it seems like such fun until you've lost what you had won.

3. time has got a way of taking back 
everything you thought you had.

Aa,
What's the story morning glory?
Well,
you need a little time to wake up
Wake up well.

-What's the story (morning glory), Oasis.

Tomyam,
why thank you for that cuppa in the afternoon,
tastes great, oh swell.
Will it be the same in a minute, soon?
i don't know, oh what the hell.

Shmz,
hey, would you please stop with the cryptic messages?
just wait a while ( Read more... )

it's a new journal, excites! 
I guess i just needed something to write stuff on, 'cause recently i've been feeling really ah; bottled up.
blahh, been so caught up with everything.
heck, i should be doing algebraa now.

isn't it sad? how all our lives revolve around pieces of paper with print on them?
and they aren't even in colour. D:

started listening ( Read more... )