So, it's coming again. My feeling of insecurity... things just suck for some reason or another. Im sick of not having a girlfriend... and im really sick of when people say "oh it will happen dont worry" because that really doesnt help at all... secondly i dunno im just really scared, alot of my friends are leaving for one thing or another by the ( Read more... )

Blah, i dont even know, break was alot of fun, my lifes been great lately it just really seems like lately no matter how much fun im having, no matter how many great times me and my friends have everytime its over i come home think about how much fun it was then ponder a bunch of things and then i become depressed, man i really need to cheer up! ( Read more... )

so lately ive been in a really weird mood, first of all i think im coming down with another cold so im getting all depressed and tired anyway, secondly people in general are making me mad, just customers at work thinking they know everything, to my parents who think they know everything, and now somebodys spreading a rumor that im going to ask my ( Read more... )

not a long entry, but if you actually read this, just one simple favor... describe me, physically, emotionally, just describe me, i dont care if you hurt my feelings or not im just curious as to what people think of me

Believe it or not this isnt a depressing entry... the only depressing part atleast to me is i found out on saturday that my great grandma was put in a home... and that bothers me because 1)thats the last place she wanted to go and shes mad at my grandpa for putting her there, and 2) she now can not walk by herself and she cant really do anything by ( Read more... )

Ok, so does anyone out there in internet land ever experience the feeling that no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you try to be a good friend, no matter how many times things go right, things just end up getting messed up in the end. to tell you the truth i couldnt tell you whats wrong with me, i just feel like really really distant ( Read more... )

Wow, what a craptacular day... it started off good, just a little fight with my dad this morning not to bad, then it was good because me and a few of my good friends. but honestly have you ever had the feeling that every single person in the world is making fun of you behind your back, or people think that your not good enough for them... well ( Read more... )

Ok, 1) President Bush really sucks, family guy should be on right now but he is talking about crap i dont really care about taking away my family guy. so i offically do not like him ( Read more... )

So, recently things have been running through my mind rapidly... honestly things have been like BLAH... ive been questioning every single thing. 1) are my friends honestly my friends??? i wish i had a definate answer to this one i mean sometimes there all great and friendly and everythings good, but other times like 85% of the time it just seems ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking alot lately about life in general... i dunno i am so freaking scared real life is coming in alot faster then i originally thought, as a kid life dragged on, now its like BAM! right there, i dunno i think the real reason im so scared is because as a child my parents always handled stuff for me, i never had any real challanges for ( Read more... )