so, as ryan did a little while ago, im going to write about my hopefully soon to be housings... me and 2 of my friends, are going out on tuesday to look for an apartment, then once ally turns 18 shes moving in with us, the way we figure it, rent will be at most 1000 dollars, including electricity, internet, cable, and a phone bill. now split it 4 ( Read more... )

i am very very stressed right now... so if you read this and we talk for the next few days im sorry. Im just not getting any hours at work, ive been semi looking for a new job but nothing to serious, but i really need it, i got a new semester of school coming up and i need to pay for htat, i got a phone bill and car insurance, and i know alot of ( Read more... )

lol is it a good thing that i can laugh at the fact that i just got shut down yet again from a girl i had a crush on... the thing is im so sick of liking girls, thankfully i havent convinced myself i love a girl because im a freaking 18 year old kid i dont know what love is and i probably wont find out for a while... it just sucks even with the ( Read more... )

if you would please just tell me why you hang out with me? what makes me so special that out of every person you know you chose to hang out with me? im not really in a depressed mood just a questioning my worth mood, and if you dont want to oh well im just curious

with my grandmas death recent as it was, ive had alot of time to just sit back and think about my life and everything going on. First off i just want to say i love my life, dont get me worng i have alot of moments where i will be more then willing to testify against that but as of right now i have a wonderfull life. i have great friends. a great ( Read more... )

ever just get in one of those moods where everything is depressing, well thats tonight. LIFE SUCKS!!!! not really but it seems like that right now and i have no idea why

so basically this weekend was awesome besides for a few points and people which will remain nameless. but the bands were amazing i had alot of fun and i did see an awesome speaker. But after i got home, thats when it started turning not so awesome. me and my parents got into a pretty big fight that ended a little physically with my dad (nothing to ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel underappreciated? i dont know why i feel this way but for some reason i do. today was an awesome day. but i dont know i feel like weird

I just cant seem to freakin win... first one of my great friends is mad at me because i didnt invite her to something at my house that i didnt even know would happen until it actually did happen, so thats pretty screwy, then i got another friend whos mad at me becaue a relationship didnt work out for him because the girl didnt want to hurt my ( Read more... )

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