I have been pondering in which way to start off this bitch-fest. I still haven't decided oh well, it's a level 4 gina storm moving in..... I thought maybe this would make me feel better since i've been arranging my clothes by color and length of sleeve while crying for the last 2 hours. I need a hobby or something ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile, i have made it a point to not putz around on the computer because I am avoiding homework. its saturday, nice outside, here i am 3:30, bored, in my non matching pajamas. school is fine except i really have no time or desire to study. i hate going to school after work, its hard to switch gears mid-day. work is going fine ( Read more... )

today was the longest day of my life. i woke up at 3 from a horrific nightmare re: he who i shant name. i laid in bed for an hour and 40 minutes pretending to think about what i should wear to work tomorrow. at 5 i thought writing would make me feel better. yeah my computer was ALL fucked up. i smoked 2 cigarretes & laid back down. fell asleep 6ish ( Read more... )

last night pete and i went out to dinner, i picked him up because he wasn't in any shape to be driving. he was being kind of mean and after we left applebee's i dropped him off at his house. long story short, i was told that we should be friends because he loves me but he doesn't want to pick up where someone else left off. i am not the kind of ( Read more... )

i am bored. no school. no kids. too many bills. i have until january 3 to come up with $1000 oh lord please send me some child support! i will have it jan 7....why can't i have 3 extra days? is that too much to ask ( Read more... )

i was slighty (scratch that) way drunk last night waiting for pete to come over after his christmas party i wasn't invited to. he was being a difficult jerk & i totally snapped. 'go call rhonda & cry to her you big fucking baby' (his ex he cheated on me w/ & dumped me before in our previous attempt at dating.) needless to say i really pissed him ( Read more... )

fuck you, somebody. i was so ready t tell some one to fuck off, but i forgot. lol. welco

me to my world ' give her 5 mins., she'll forget about it. lol!!

guerila's straight mutha fuckin from the mist............

i'm cranky as hell. bored
1-2-3-4 bust it- holla back

night night......

the beginning of the end. i haven't written in, well forever..... i am bored. pete says "i miss you i want to see you" i say well come over, i have the kids, i know you don't like being around them.....wait for response... yeah i don't.....WTF oh my lord. so anyway i have better things to complain about ( Read more... )

i am feeling really depressed. i think i'm crazy sometimes. life stresses me out. i am sad because i feel like no one wants to be around me. the kids pestered me all day to take them to my dad's. i feel bad, like i'm passing them off or something, or they don't like me. i miss them. i feel so bitchy lately. i don't even want to be around other ( Read more... )

its been awhile i have been exremely busy. late night coffee is a bad idea (=me still awake ( Read more... )