You were once ( Read more... )

Piece by piece, I'm putting my life back together...

Slowly but surely, I'm getting back on track.

There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend ( Read more... )

so today is mom's birthday... already i've cried like a hundred times and made an absolute fool of myslef and its only three in the morning... looks like the day is shaping up to be wonderful...

I just want to be loved... I know its a lot to ask... but I need it... without it I fear I'm going to die.

On This the eve of her 19th birthday, I want to thank Ms. Meghan (no middle name) McDonald for being my friend. You're one of my best friends girl. You really are. I don't know what life would have been like if you were not in it for me. Thank you for everything you've done. You're amazing. I mean really, how many people do I know that puke at the ( Read more... )

"Oh Breathe, Just Breathe"

Thats what I have to keep saying to myself this week. Its been an awful week.....

I'm thinking of changing my major. I hate all my classes, they just aren't interesting to me, and its really hard to get myself to go to classes taht I dont find at all interesting when I'm as depressed as I am right now. I think I would be ( Read more... )

Its awesome really, having no friends that its, fan fucking tastic...

Tough, you think you've got the stuff ( Read more... )

so i had an anxiety attack today at Tina's... that sucked. But then I came home and made myself calm down and I was ok. But now I can't sleep. Which sucks cuz I have a long day tomorrow ((five classes, Kelly's dance class and tap club)) and I haven't been feeling all that well lately so I want to keep up on my sleep so that I can be nice and ( Read more... )