I think I haven't post any entry for so long?

And I just remembered that I have this livejournal and fanfiction page and I'm cringing so bad from reading some of the excerpt of my fanfictions stories, while my journal... not so much. The past entries of my journal just overwhelm me with old memories and my struggles, I'm glad I documented it in a ( Read more... )

Just want to put this here. Hehe.


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I feel welcomed, by a new family.

Even though I haven't even meet their son in person, but they already welcome me to their home.

This makes me want to make a contract with this guy as soon as possible, but I need to take everything slowly.

Don't rush things.

Things will fall into its places, believe in God beautiful arrangements.

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I talk. A lot.

But tonight.

I speak too much.

I forgot. It's only been weeks.

I made myself look like I expect a lot. And it scares him, he fear that he can't be the man that I expected him to be.

I don't really ask much.

I just want someone to grow old with.

Someone who will love me, and accept me.

I've been waiting this guy since forever and now that he' ( Read more... )

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Boys. Or Men.

Let’s talk about them in today’s post.

Today is supposed to be my relaxing day but I’ve been receiving calls regarding works and it stresses me out a little bit. I need to do self-pampering next week in order to stay sane. Don’t care about the money, I can find money, I need to take care of myself. These past few weeks had been a ( Read more... )

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For the love of God.

Shut the fuck up girl!

He stops carrying on conversation, and always replied my text for few hours later. Or even worse, blue-ticked me.

So, I pretended we are not close now, whenever I see him on site.

And we kept... catching each other glances. But I averted my eyes away.

Just like this morning.

I caught his eyes during the technical meeting. He was looking at me, I ( Read more... )

TALK TO ME AGAIN ABOUT HOW YOU WANTING TO GET MARRIED SO BADLY.

I WILL BLOW UP.

TRUST. ME.