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Those of you who go to my school or live in the area already know this but a boy from my school died this Sunday at the age of 13. He was on his way to the airport to come home from a type of junior olympics. He was on the soccer team that was traveling through France's wet roads. The bus was going 18 miles over the normal speed and it skidded off ( Read more... )

A STAR:

Five random points, beings if you will, tossed together by destiny. They are meant for eachother, and for a larger purpose. Their hearts, destinies, futures are twined together and shall be forever. Each point represents a feeling or trait, if you will. The Inner, The Humor, The Turmoil, The Lust, and The Confident. Each has it's own point ( Read more... )

I've written to you before but never sent the letters. I've written many things but never told you. You tell me everything and I tell you everything except about the letters.

Truthfully, I don't know why you put up with me. I swore you'd be tired of me by now. Really, I don't see how you put up with me.

You're like the poster boy for perfection ( Read more... )

I've decided to finish ups this list because I'm sick and I'm bored. I'm putting a little about them relationship wise because I'm the best candidate to tell anyone about them like that.... I have too much time on my hands.

1.) Ray: he's my little sister's age. Well, closer to my age. He's sweeter then sugar but only if you get to know him first. ( Read more... )

Ok... the happy reunion is over and I'm back to rambling and complaining about this crappy life that I was forced into.

I seem to be having some issues with words alot recently. Give me something that needs an intellectual discussion, and I'll explain every aspect of it. Give me something as simple as a compliment or a sweet gesture in my general ( Read more... )

SUBJECT: you can hate me for this but I mean every word....

Samantha,

This is kinda blunt and I don't know if I completely mean it or not but right now, I feel like I hate you. You've changed so much since middle school. I know that some change is natural but this is a bit too much. You're a completly different person and I'm not the only one who ( Read more... )

I'm officially the only person in my life without someone to love. I really never thought I needed someone to help me through all of the crap that comes along with being a teenager but now, I question everything that I used to beleive in. I used to be so sure of myself but recently I've been scared to even look some people in the eye. I wonder if ( Read more... )