well nothing much has been happening. just been sitting infron of the computer for about 2 weeks now watching nothing but anime and listning to music. THE TRAX or TRAX for short rock the socks off both feet. WOOT WOOT

well another birthday spent alone. but i guess i can be greatfull for one thing. today. today is all i have. i can finally look at everyday as a new begining. that is one great thing we all have is today.

thank you to all of my friends without you i wouldnt be here today. i love you all.

sometimes you can think you have gained a great friend and then all of a sudden they tutrn there backs on you. i never once thought in my life someone could be so manipulative. a friend that you get so close turns on you, then your torn. should you try and make ammends or let them burn. all apart of one major decision.TIME. how can someone act like ( Read more... )

well its been about a year sonce i have been on this thing and will possibly be a while till i get back on it again. who knows. i read my last entry. wow!! thats alli can say. i was an ignorant fuck. things sure have changed since then ( Read more... )

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well i havnt updated in a while. im not up to much other trying to work full tim since im not in school, other than that same old shit. as fo JP and James i miss you guys and i cant wait to see you again, well ill probobly will see jp before i see james (grrrrrr, ohhhh you touch my tralala). ya so JP we should hang out sometime when your not buisy ( Read more... )

OMFG i just had the greatest night!!!!! i never before once in my life received a gift from someone outside of my family before in my life and i just got one tonight, i was in complete shock. not only that, it was wourth more than 5$ which shocked me evn more. i could understand 5 dollars but something thats more than 5 dollars given to me as a ( Read more... )

Why the fuck would my stupid mother wake me up just to fucking yell at me about me using my computer at like 3 in the morning.what sence does that make? i payed for the computer, i pay for the internet. I know why, its because of my stupid step-father, what he says gos now, what a bunch of bullshit. So my fucking mom wakes me up and then starts ( Read more... )

im so tired. tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tiredtired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired ( Read more... )

im so happy and i dont know why. i hoope this happyness dosnt go away for a while because i dont know when the laast time was that i felt this happy in my life