so i have nothing to update on so idecided to do this. the names you see below are the people that are here on my LJ that actually have talked to me and here is what i have to say to all of you:

Dave: honestly Dave i don't know where i would be without all of your advise. it seems like if i have an issue you will give me some sort of idea to help ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in a little while.
i guess that i just didn't feel like talking,
understandable.
my grandpa past away sunday night.
i'm writting this in stages because if i don't tears will start again.

since every one usually asks: i'm doing alright concidering the cercumstances. i have my moments where things are all good and i'm laughing and ( Read more... )

the day will break on this saddest day,
so don't let me wake.
i've heard this all before,
and i've seen this over and over again.
don't let me wake.

nothing was supposed to hurt like this.
and missing you,
was always one more kiss.

R.I.P Grandpa

so last night was amazing....to say the least.

my party started around like 6ish. the only thing that disapointed me was the lack of people that came. i mean 12 people did show up but out of 25 that's kind of lame.

it was nice though...like we all just hung out and talked and laughed and ate. i built a fire that went on for a majority of the night. ( Read more... )

so not too much to talk about tonight.

I called my sister and we talked for a bit. Going to be in Muncie like all weekend. kind of annoying but what are you going to do.

I slept in wayy too much this morning. one moment i'm rolling over to turn off my alarm clock, then i must have had the longest stretch of my life because i grabbed my cell phone to ( Read more... )

so today was fun ( Read more... )

Tha Producer:
I'm holding on so tightly now, my insides scream so loud
They can watchin , watchin me drowned , how did it come to this

Jdog:
How did it come to this , how did i know it was you
it was a bad dream, asphyxiated watch me bleed
the life support was cut , the knot was too tight,
they push and pull but they know they'll never win

CHORUS:
deuce ( Read more... )

[Stray your eyes kids. there's nothing good here. Nothing but cheep jokes, fake laughes and high hopes]

so today wasn't all that good.
1) I was freaking out all day because I had to give a presentation in my World Lit class. I hate speaking infront of people. really don't know why. just getting up infront of people and all of them watching me....it ( Read more... )

so ugh....today my dad and i got into an intresting conversation. i was almost hurt by it. i don't know how many of you actually know what happened between a fat kid and i. basically here's how it happend:

Fat Kid: ((talk shit talk shit))
Me: Look I know you'r not a fan of him but 
he's my friend and 
I would appreciate it if you wouldn't talk shit ( Read more... )

ahahah....he's cute.
i feel accomplished
:D

....nevermind

hahahha!!!