so i was looking through some old pictures and i found myself feeling sad. some of this sad feeling started when i was looking back through my old LJ posts. so here it goes ( Read more... )

some of these are straight depressing but some of them are quite amazing.
i want to send one in


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how in the hell can you sleep ALL day and then sit there and complain that you can't sleep at night?
can someone explain this to me?

There are three things in this world that make me wake up each morning; music, friends, family and yes in that order. Each of these things has its own place in my heart and if one piece is gone my heart will stop.

My friends mean the world to me and I honestly do not know what I would do with myself if they weren’t around. There are so many things ( Read more... )

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BLAH!

ugh! i feel so lame sometimes.

i can't get you off my mind
it's not like i actually know you
all i know is that you make me smile
a look at your face,
the sound of your guitar,
the simple mention of your name.
and i smile like a child.....

sigh...if only i had a picture

a woman that was practically another grandma to me past away the other night. her and her husband live behind my house and they are just the sweetest people you will ever meet. he used to pick my sister and i up from daycare and we would go back to their house and we would watch tv, talk, and do our homework. also, if we were good he would take us ( Read more... )

It's a brisk winter day. i wake up to find my best friend in the kitchen dancing to her crazy music. i laugh at her yet i find myself joining her too. after eating a quick breakfast i decide that i should get going to class. classes start at ten a.m. three back to back classes and only one of them is boring...today is a god day. i finish my classes ( Read more... )

[If I ever, If I never.  Make me understand the thought whatever, Make me see. Make me be. Make me understand you're there for me]

my mind is swimming...

heard from someone today that i haven't heard from since i left for school. didn't call or anything just text but still contact no less.

you asked me how i was going. told me you were checking up ( Read more... )