oh LJ i feel as though i've been ignoring you. i'm sorry. college really isn't that exciting, or maybe it's just Muncie that's not exciting. anyways lets see what i can tell you:

* Halloween concert this weekend with Amanda and Paul. this will be my 5th time seeign Dope live in concert. I'm dressing up as 80s rocker trash so i'm pretty excited about ( Read more... )

i want a certain someone
to see me, to notice me
smile at me
then i'll know 
you remember me

i want that someone
to come lay down with me
we can either go to the park
or lie on the floor with the lights off
and listen to Pink Floyd.
that would be amazing
and it would make me
the happiest girl alive

but i know that's too much to ask of you
after all, it's you ( Read more... )

my prayers are with you Matt
<333
please be tough and make it through

so my good ol LJ time for me to clear my head ( Read more... )

 ahhh jeezee.....

bursting at the seems
trying to hold myself together
holding in my screams
and scratching at my head.
my veins are pulsing
yet i feel like i'm dead.
the pressure inside is building
and i'm begining to feel me break.
my skin is cracking
and soon i must fall.
out of my control
out of my body
out of my mind.

so yeah i crashed

so it amazes me just how childish some people can truly be. i mean if your "best friend" has finally found happiness within another person you should be happy about that. you should not be angry and pissed because the person that makes your friend happy is a person that you just so happen to hate. that's bullshit!

and even so. yes there a few people ( Read more... )

you know, sometimes i talk to my friends and sitting there listening to them makes me realize just how spoiled i am. and i'm not talking about money spoiled...i'm talking about love spoiled. my family has always loved me, they have never been truly dissapointed in me either and not many of my friends know what that feels like. sometimes i just want ( Read more... )

okay so i promised an update.

friday was amazing. i could hardly pay attention to my one class and all because i was going to see The Confession.

sidenote: so i've been listening to the 'fesh since they came out in like 2005. i bought their five song ep and a shirt and i wore that shirt like everyday! i loved them!

so Anna and i finally leave for ( Read more... )

 THE CONFESSION TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm uber stoked.
i've been waiting since 05 to see these guys

i'll tell you what happens
:D

you know what ( Read more... )