my head is killing me and yet i'm sitting in class about to take a test that I know i'm going to fail. my head hurts so bad i can barly read, everything is a blur. anyways I'm so stressed out, so confused, why cant life just make since for once.

your never there when I need you, but its ok no one ever is...

you ever feel like no matter what you do its never enough. I just want someone to love me for who i really am and not try to change me. is that so much to ask???

the other day when i was on daniels computer I noticed that he just made a livejournal so he can find me and see what I really think about him. so I dont know how much longer I can still talk about him here...oh well.

well daniel and I did break up. I cant really talk about it a whole not now. givin the fact that I'm over at his house. yes I spent the night with him in his bed and yes we had sex after we broke up...when life makes since I'll let you know, but for now my world is upside down. it looks like all we did was take the emotional part out of the ( Read more... )

i cant take another moment of it... i cant hear about how everyone is so happy and love when the guy i love doent love me back. I hate it I wish I never met him. I'm die alittle more with each passing moment that I'm forced to hold on to a relationship thats is going no where. sunday we have the same shift at work so we agreed that on our break ( Read more... )

there are so many sighs....the first sighs I didnt want to believe. I told myself that I was just worring to much, but after last night I dont know. I held back my tears. I didnt let him know how much he hurt me ( Read more... )

well right now I'm at daniels house all alone cause he had to go to work. I'm gonna sleep over to night because we are going to 6 flags tomorrow. so I'll be in his house all alone for the next 5 hours. rawr.......this monday we will be leaving to go to flordia just the two of us...I cant wait!! were going to have so much fun!!!!

i told him everything and know i dont know if i can ever look at him again. i dont know if we can ever be the same... what the hell is wrong with me? I have never felt like this before no matter what I do i always seem to make things worse. all i want is for him to love me as much as i love him. My heart is burrning. i have so many feeling. I ( Read more... )

even you know I have an increadable boyfriend...I cant stop thinking that great things never last...so I keep holding back, I'm afraid to get hurt again. I love daniel and it scares me ( Read more... )