Doing well.

Just a little triggered so back even though I promised myself I was completely done with everything.

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I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I need someone to know. I don't know what they can do but I'm so fucking alone. I just want a hug and someone to tell me it's going to be fine. I want someone to want and love me.

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I'm sick of this fucking everything not letting me just eat whatever. It's pointless. If I fucking ate normal meals no problem I wouldn't binge and I'd be thinner! It makes no sense at all. All I want to do is eat my dinner but I can't walk in the kitchen without hitting myself and pinching my skin. I don't want to make myself throw up. I never ( Read more... )

Revise for A2 exams.
Do weight training, yoga and cardio everyday. (getting there!!)
Wake up earlier.
Drink more water and green tea.
Eat more (can't be hard since I eat none) fruit and vegetables.
Go Vegetarian/Vegan even though its quite restrictive when you can't eat gluten.
Eat regularly. No once a week binges. They make you feel shit.
No ( Read more... )

I find it quite emotionally tiring being on here. Trying to write down how I feel and think about how others are feeling and what to say to make any slight difference I can. I want more than anything for people to know they are not alone. It's so selfish that I can't write a few comments or regularly post but I just don't know what to say.

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