wow sometimes it really makes it hard for me to understand things. I don't get when one thing is acceptable in one situation but not in another. Sometimes you can call that irony, hypocrisy, weird, whatever. but rules that people come up with, saying that they apply to a certain category/group of objects or beings, only stand as a 'theory' if it ( Read more... )

after all these time, silent prayers, pleading, encouragement, turning the blind eye, i do Not wish to have anything to deal with this. its Damn ridiculous. absoulutely ttm. HOW in the lovely world can you be so hard-hearted man. i do not wish for you to have to face the monster in me but, you leave me no choice. fair enough if you say that you ( Read more... )

soundness of mind, and good success! toxicology will not bring me down. as much as im scared terrified! i shall be able to get my credit.! i find myself hoping that im sick on that day sooooo bad just so i have a few more days to study and get a better score!! >< im desperate for a fab mark. i don't wanna settle for mediocre. i want this to be good ( Read more... )

sometimes, i don't blame myself for looking down on my parents. i know i ought not to. i know it's disrespectful of me. it's haughty of me. to think that i could be a better parent, better example. fair enough, didn't get to receive sufficient education therefore it secures you the license to be a mediocre parent? no! choosing to have children ( Read more... )

wow didn't realise my schedule would be even crazier once break starts

start of restaurant work one day after exams end, start of swim teaching same time too everyday in the day, continuation of tutoring, prepare for christmas!! :D it'll be back to eat work sleep lifestyle again X: i wonder what my working life would be like.. hmmm. no prize for ( Read more... )

yes! hehehe :p 

updates for this moment in time:
-i still haven't gotten a name for mr martin <3
-i think my lecturer is cute
-getting way better with my kiddies at work than my first year; all that heart, soul and being a kickin'bag is paying off
-3 weeks and im done with exams and will be work full time in the water for about 6weeks
-i have a crazily fantastic ( Read more... )

so many things on my mind but i can't really put a finger to them. and i can't just spill them like they won't affect anyone cos they. will.

four years on.
things must have changed. things have changed.
i choose to do some things and neglect some. and it's not because i want to.
it's inevitable i would think about how people would feel/react to the ( Read more... )

Sugar: A Natural Explosive
Though you may not normally think about it, one of sugar's properties is that it is flammable. Anyone who's had a bad experience caramelizing a crème brûlée can attest to that. A flaming marshmallow is another good example of burning sugar. The thing is, marshmallows don't explode. If they did, the Campfire Girls would ( Read more... )

had a short conversation exchange via email with uncle and it's heartbreaking to hear about a dad's pain from the loss of a son, or a mum's.. seeing pictures didn't help, i miss you w, i really do. i don't know why, i just do..

i've been very frustrated with many things recently, and it's just too unbelievable that i won't get to hear from him again ( Read more... )