who come sup with this stupid ass holiday that just makes me feel worse about myself!~!!!!!!!!! its not a bad thing that I HAVE NO ONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE... but still... why do they make up this holiday.... it just brings back good memories that i cant have!!!!! there not coming back.. no way no how.... anyways... my apologies to the people whose ( Read more... )

hey everyone.. well just updating to say that i have a new email!! yes if you want o send me soemthing via e-mail!!! u cant send it to sublimepunker53.... lol...... its now dynimite53@yahoo.com!!!!! i know i speeled it wrong but thats the only one they would give me!!!!!!! lol...love you peeps!!!!!!

well its 2:42 in the flipin morning!!!!!!!! i just got home... fuck.. i wasnt suppose to come home but i had some shit with my" bestfriends" dad.... i cant believe after all that i do for this fucker he can put me in the worst situation ever.... i had to take this bitch home at 12:30... but no... he wanted to stay so he calls his dad.. and tells me ( Read more... )

well i cant say im happy with how things turned out today!!!!!! i wish i didnt have to keep my mouth shut.... but i guess i just have to let things happen on there own... as a good friend of mine once said!!!"things happen for a reason" im not going to hate anyone for this... its my own fault... and im paying the price for it.... i cant have wat i ( Read more... )

hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! how is everyone..????? weell as for me im ..... FLIPIN AWSOME!!!!!!!!!i just got home... fro my tournement!!!! and i took FIRST place!!!!!!!!!! isnt that fucken awsome?!!!!!!!!!... hell yea it is!!!!!!!! well thats all... i feel so cool!!!!!!! im happy!!!!!!!! lol..... so yea im heading over to frankies house right now ( Read more... )

this fucken sucks.... i feel like shit!!!!... my am lit teacher told me today that "i dont belong in her class"... she stright out told me i wasnt good enough!!!!!!!!!...wtf...... no teacher has ever said that.... well i was going to re-arrange my schedule so i could still be in her class in a diff period... but she doesnt even want me so... i ( Read more... )

hey ... just got out of the shower.. to tired to update lasr ... night anyways... lot of funny things going on... very busy with hw.... have a big chem report due tomorrow... well.. im glad to know that i still have "friends" that read this.... :)... well thats all i guess...sorry cindy i didnt mean to jump on you like that... i just dont like you ( Read more... )

hello everyone!!!!! wat is the bizness????!!!???? well me just been chillin... went to the LA auto show!!!!! saw some nice cars... and wat not... well... i officially became cool ... i finally got "myspace"... u happy manuela ????? lol... cindy... stop being a nerd and fix up ur myspace!!!!! uh anyways.... u guys can check it ouy...."Read more... )

feeling better now... just upset at some people... i expected more..... on the other hand , looks like i lost a good friend..... ill miss you .. im still here if you need me... dont worry bout me.... ive got to learn to keep my head up.... thanks for all ur advice .. it really helped... take care of urself... plz be careful... as for me... i need ( Read more... )

i cant make anyone happy... i keep messing up.... the little-est thing i do... i lose a friend.... a good one at that......plz..... dont "blow this out of proportion"..... i need you....... i cant be losing friends... im sorry for being an idiot.... plz forgive me... i dont know wat else to do.... i give up.... :(....