If i could find you now things would get better... we could leave this town and run forever...i know somewhere some how... things will get better... let your waves crash down on me, and take me away... anyways... i feel like my stomach is turning... i hope that things get better soon... i cant stand this feeling... i want this to just go away... i ( Read more... )

well..... the only thing that made me happy.... has now made it clear that..... she can not be my girl friend.... she didnt realize what she was doing... and decided that her feeling for me were not strong enough to be in a relationship.... i dont blame her though..... shes to good for me.... as everything in this world....like i said before.... im ( Read more... )

damn... life sucks... nothing can be right for like a whole day!!!!!!!! today was crap... im trying to do my work.. and i cant focus... my mind is somewhere else... and then my mom is going out of town for four days and i have to go to work in the morning un til ike 8 in the afternoon... im not going to get nothing done and all this crap is due ( Read more... )

i said it in august(that the Trojans were going all the way!!!)... and i never stopped believing in USC.... they got cheated last year... but not this year... they beat the shit out of ohklahoma... it was by far the best game ive ever watched...well after the 2nd quarter it was already known who was going to win!!!!!!!!!man i love that school... if ( Read more... )

hello everyone...well i feel like shit... i dont know why i have to explain myself to poeple, wen they are doing the exact same thing ... its kind of BS!!!!!! why is it that wen i do something wrong... its this big thing... but wen other people do it... i cant say anything... people just need to make up there mind so there is no confusion.... w/e i ( Read more... )

hey everyone... well the four of you!!!!!!... happy new year.. i think this might be a good new year!!!!.. ill be at miss browns house....yes..... i cant wait to see her.... in fact i have to stop typing now cuz she called and tols me to come over...... so happy new year everyone!!!!!! stay safe.... dont drink and drive!!!!!!!!! drink or drive... ( Read more... )

well... ive been listenign to dashborad lately.. and .. this song has to be the one ive listened to the most... well............. enjoy.... cuz this ones for you ( Read more... )

well woke up this morning to find out that my phone... again hung up on miss brown"wab" but its i guess i wonder if i snore at night... lol that would be funny... anyways.. i just taught my lil bro how to tie his shoes!!!!!!!! im so good... he learned so quickly... i made him do like ten times.. it was funny... well atleast i taught him one good ( Read more... )

today was the ... crapiest... most.. stupidest day ever... why do u continue to disappoint me!!!! why do u continue to confuse me... why am i so clue-less... w/e... i went shopping for crap.. and got some good stuff!!! wasted the rest of the day thinking about shit that only depresses me... like why im so lonely and why your not here... with me ( Read more... )

well im confused about alot of things... only time will tell.. what will happen... im so anxious to know how everything ends... i want to know the ending to the story of my boring life... cant i fast forward... i would love to watch it all but .. jeeez... sht... i forgot wat i was typing.. sometimes i wonder... if my life would have been better at ( Read more... )