merry effing x-mas everyone...why cant i atleast get the chance to talk to her... she wont even give me that ... im sure she doesnt understand everything... give me a chance plz... dont let up like this... i know you ... plz.. try to understand put everything aside and here me out.. its not like.. ur not talking about him.... ive read ur journals ( Read more... )

well... i feel really bad... my princess isnt mine anymore... i dont know why... my feelings are crushed becuase of all the things she said to me.. it seems like they werent real... that x-mas card... feels like was a bunch of lies... i feel so empty... i thought she was telling me the truth... but she was "confused" i cant tell her no... all i can ( Read more... )

well just wanted to update this crock of shite....lol(sp).... well today was great... i got hang out with the girl of my dreams... and we had fun...wel atleast i did!!! it was fun just chillin at school bite'in and pinch'in eachoder'.. the only thing is that cindy and my princess are acting weird... as if the are plotting against me.. ill have to ( Read more... )

yellow!!!!!!!! well its been a while...guess ive been to mad to get on and type..... some people deserve to get the shit knocked out of them...seriously!!!!!!! i cant believe that people can be so stupid...anyways..on a better note.... i had a crazy morning on sunday!!!!!!! i went over my lovers house like at 3 in tha morning and finally got the ( Read more... )

hey everybody!!!!!! well just cindy... cuz shes the only one that reads this crap!!! well hope everyone has a happy turkeyday .... cuz im not its boring.. but wat can i do... my "friend' hasnt called me and yesterday she hurt my feelings... wow that was mean... but wat can i do , theres no reason why i should get mad... anyways.. im in santa ( Read more... )

well... yet another day has gone by... and i have not done anything... just download music and talk to cindy and manuela and monique... theres alot to do... and alot to think about... i just cant seem to get started..to much in my head i guess... why is it that wen something is going good... it always f*cks up for me? not completely...but somewhat ( Read more... )

well today has been a complete waste... i have done nothing... pretty sad!!! well the rest of the day looks pretty much the same... ive been taking care of my lil bro sense 10 am!!!!! "wab"!!!!!!!!!!!!! he buggs so much...plus he has his lil friends over and they are messing up the living room!!!!! but ill leave the cleaning to my mom wen she gets ( Read more... )

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well.... today was pretty much like any other day!!!! i get up go to school and do work.... pretty gay... only thing that keeps me going to that damn... place is football, monique, and cindy...., oh yea its cindy's b-day tomorrow.... she doesnt want to go cuz shes a nerd... but she better!!! "wab!" she doesnt want to go... shell go... just to see ( Read more... )