When all I want is him. His love, his touch, his attention, his want to have a future. He is the one I cant get out of my head let alone my heart. I never really felt this way about a guy. Most guys Im able to get over but not him. I dont ever want to be over him. I love him for all the right reasons. I love him to be in love and share the great ( Read more... )

There are times I sit here and think what are the answers to life. We all are working for a goal and in the end we all die and when we die our past is history. Some of it remember and most of it forgotten. People die everyday and we forget. I hate how we forget. We forget what is important. Maybe I dont know all I would like to think I know. I look ( Read more... )

 To see the light of day shouldnt be a task ( Read more... )

So I feel like my boyfriend is going to lie to me, no matter how many times he says hes not I think he is. It really sucks. I wish he was honest with me, tell me to take him as he is or leave. Well not really but I know he is known for lying. It sucks cause he will tell me all this great shit while we are together but then totally flip it later. ( Read more... )

So its been almost a year and a half since I last logged on to this site. I guess I been myspacing it up too much. I write blogs on myspace, like it was my journal. But my GOSH does some of them cause drama. I liked that no one really knows my livejournal. Also my computer is LOCKED, I forgot my password and cant get into it, so I cant write in ( Read more... )

well i havent done this in a while! not much to say! other than im leaving cal poly and going home because im just over slo.

gosh!

i thought i had my life all figured out and then its like life gives u a curve ball! like everytime i figure out my life and take charge of it im pitched a curve ball! if ppl rule my life then its all fine and perfect but im not happy! im happy when im in charge of my life. i know that ppl are looking out for me but gosh, cant i do what i ( Read more... )

well well it looks like my first year of college is coming to an end, it doesnt feel like its been a whole school year. i have through a lot and im still here. i have had the WORSE times of my life in but i stayed strong and made it through. well im not sure if i want to come back to cal poly in the fall, like i just dont know if i want to spend ( Read more... )

we throw a party and all was good for the most part. well i was kinda wasnt looking forward to it cause i knew i would have to see Lee and Farmer and i still havent talked to them since that last party. so i see Lee say hi and kinda avoid Farmer but i just say hi to him and say sorry. and he was like oh yea i didnt expect u to talk shit but since ( Read more... )

im so mad at my brother right now like most ppl would be happy for their brother if they got married but no im mad and hurt. im so hurt by this. he talks shit about her just 2 weeks ago and how he wasnt going to see her anymore and all this stuff and then he goes and marries her. he is too stupid to get married. hes made so many wrong choices in ( Read more... )