my sister is here. you know, the one who wants to be j-lo? we went to get pierced today. okay, i keep saying this and no one is believing me anymore but i REALLY don't drink. guess what i am doing? the only reason there is a cosmo on my desk is for lack of a better substance.....white lines are always, always welcome ( Read more... )

the week just flew by...it was calm and peaceful to be back in his arms. today we ran (mostly i walked) the two miles up to the hollywood sign. he taught me how to run without looking like a total geek. hope to be going back on sunday, i will miss him every second until then ( Read more... )

my emotional slump is now on the upswing. i love the emotional rollercoaster and fluctuating hormones that makes being a girl kind of like being schizophrenic ( Read more... )

why can't i have a cool great-grandma?

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this will be short, i swear. i realize that a 3000 word meandering essay on elliott smith that was probably (on further analysis) a veiled attempt to write about me feeling desperate about love/life is not very.....or at least boring and time consuming.
ok, i just erased the next paragraph five times. i have nothing good or positive to say.

elliott smith was such a great descriptive songwriter who wrote about an often ignored part of the various aspects in relationships. we always hear the songs about love lasting forever, songs about lust, songs about losing "the one", wanting him, needing her, etc but elliott had the wonderful songwriting capability to explore the darker, painful, ( Read more... )

okay, i am being serious. i really am AFRAID of the bunsen burner.

i HATE it when i study my ass off just to come to class and have the teacher move the test. just happened in economics. so what was the opportunity cost of the teacher moving the test ( Read more... )

i may have a job selling KNIVES. will find out wednesday, i talked to them today and they are interested ( Read more... )

i had a nice saturday and sunday which means that last night i was racked with guilt and pain and couldn't sleep. something about being happy freaks my brain out and then i have to deal with the stuff laying underneath. so maybe i can't be happy because of guilt ( Read more... )