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[hemicudaman]

What have I done? I need help. I have screwed up so badly. I should have known this would happen. Hell, my mother did. Every winter it's the same thing. Relizing the truth to what I have been doing my whole life, I see that it isnt me. I consist of two people. Normal me, and depressed me. I can no longer function as both. If it means I

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[llight]

seasonal affective disorder,

very common in new england, has varying degrees of potency.
Try a heat lamp (the light is much like the suns rays),
They can give you meds, but you'll need to take them everyday and you'll need to give them time to work,
Talk therapy can be helpful, but its really not all that effective since its a chemical thing and its hard to help those without changing chemicals.

gl,
john

try making up with her, it might work. you never know...

[hemicudaman]

Thanks John, but I think my efforts may be in vain. Nonetheless I will press onward, like Vietnam. Maybe that is a bad example, but love is a battlefield isnt it. Yea Im lame.

[citybabe06]

(this is ashley by the way...)
::::::TEARS!!!:::::
omg bud! i cant believe you realized that - im SO proud of you. i want you guys to work things out.
this post just made me want to cry - in a happy, "FINALLY!" kind of way.
talk to her....