I wrote a new entry but its not finished. I almost fell to tears and had to stop what I was writing in order to remain calm. I guess it doesnt matter that I wrote this since no one reads this anymore, but if you do read this let me know so I know that maybe my words are not going unread.

Sha la la la la ( Read more... )

All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough
Til I thought I'm through

School for 9 hours of my day (only every other day) and its all studio time :D ( Read more... )

Going away for a while... If you want to know whats going on in my life... find another way to reach me.

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Frustration + annoyances + midterms = not happy Fi.

Let just say I need to close the windows, draw the blinds, lock my door, put the phone on silent, set an away message and blast music.

played a Co-ed A game. Pretty much sucked, even though I used to play soccer. I think the only good thing I did was get injured... though, I can't really walk cause I hurt my groin muscle (its on the joint that connects my leg to its socket, not anywhere dirty ( Read more... )

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I realized why I cant force myself to do it. Theres something I have to do. Change needs to happen and it needs to happen now.